I know that just from the title alone people will judge me and think i’m crazy!

Society thinks it’s simple..some people are "sane", while others are "insane"..but it’s not black and white...it’s a massive fucking spectrum!

Anyway that’s not the point of this video.

The point of this video is to say BE TRUE TO YOURSELF, ALWAYS!!!

The point of it is also to explain where my heart is at, and right now it feels pretty fucking crushed.

I’ve always tried to do everything from my heart since I began the journey I’m on, but this is at odds with certain people around me. And I can’t carry on down this same path anymore.

I’m no angel myself of course. Far from it. I can be demanding, impatient, jealous etc

But I always aimed to be true to myself.

Now I don’t know what that is anymore.

The world is so lacking in truth these days...just look at President Trump or Prime Minister Johnson. We are led by liars. People only out for themselves.

What is the point of life without truth though? I struggle to see it.

But, you live, you learn. I really wanted to be everyone’s best friend but I realise that is impossible now.

Thanks for watching. 2020 IS going to be different. So I remain hopeful xxx