I did something naughty! Flexispot swivel recliner chair lotus xc6. Bob & Brad Oasis2 Eye Massager.

A birthday & a funeral....You just couldn't write it. Not going to the funeral x

Why does anti sickness have to knock her out? Swan turns her eggs. Bunny nail trimming.

It's our 2nd Wedding Anniversary tomorrow.... ASDA shop. Dogs & bunnies xx

Mum says hi from her hospital bed. New anti sickness for Sooz? I break something very special 😢💔

My twin sister asked me to take her boyfriend on a date 😮😉.....jokes obviously....we had a giggle ☺️

A few very scary days. Hospital mistakes. Plus successful nephrostomy change & catheter change.

you have to become resilient in the face of such trauma...there's no other option...

Me & Sooz were in resus when we got a devastating call.

Well I didn't know that! Watch Sausages being made + Castle Howard, Garden centre gift shop & cafe.

A few tips that have helped Sooz. I go home to Ash & the babies. Ash & Terry get a sofa from mums xx

York City Walls. Medieval City. Romans. Vikings. Castles. The shambles. A beaver.

Afternoon Tea. Dr reviews the pain meds for Sooz.

I get Sooz a toy. I get rumbled whilst filming in the supermarket. Pain & Burns & Vitamins.

I wish I could have all my family live with me so I could look after them all in one place ❤️

Life expectancy timelines & how we deal with them. New wildlife babies allaround. Come away with me.

Trip home. Bunnies, Dogs movies and easter eggs. Lone cinema trip.

I take myself off for some me time xx Caring for a loved one with terminal cancer.

A better few days. LIDL haul for Sooz. What she likes to eat when feeling sick with terminal cancer.

Just breathe....

Sooz finally gets her catheter change & kidney stent removal. Even at end of life...life matters 💟

Daves Birthday & a big surprise package arrived at home x Gifted JFLEX

F*ck you Cancer! Sooz leaves her room for the 1st time in months. I get to visit mum. Cancer Carer.

My Identical twin sister was given a death sentence. In her words. Don't let this happen to you 💔

You'll never believe what Sooz did today! Terminal Cancer. End of life care. Identical Twins. Carer

She said she thought she was going yesterday 😟 Decline...ups & downs. Bean says a prayer for Sooz x

I can't wake her this morning 💔 Palliative Care. Identical Twins. Cervical Cancer. Don't be ignored!

DITL I picked a date and logged minute by minute what happened. Terminal Cervical Cancer. Twins.

They cancelled her operation again 😣 Nature watch with Emma x I go for a jog!

Another trip home. Doggies & bunnies. Snack haul & tiny ASDA shop.