don't let it end, carry on...

Prod. by PKBEATZ







Cold Sweats for the worthless feelings and perfect disturbance within my frequency while frequently been nervous,

With overdosin' the thoughts around my worst of repercussions,

Ignorance towards discussion,

Dissin' arrogance for nothing-



Worth fighting over any more than words, born out of hunger,

Still eating? then start to wonder if you've figured out desperation,

Now searchin' for the wonders of the ones they call "blessed",

Or the ones they call "cursed", or the ones they call "dead",



Or more traumatic experience towards the levelin' next,

But I digress, pessimistic reactions linger near my decisions,

Mention resting- "what happened to all the life resentment?"

It's still there, I'm hiding it too well,


And, Well, It's just a day passing by,

Losing my mind, over constant jaded confliction, obsessing who should be mine,

Living a little reckless, potentially ending mine,

And my soul done turned silver, to drown in puddles of distance,



How do I still give thanks to- ...for my existence?

With the time I have left for, living is limited, and I'mma fade soon,

Put the blame all on the actions of society,

Along the lost roads, cold summers, and more anxiety,



I'm livin' off sobriety, y'all off enough to lose your head,

Sometimes, I wish I couldn't speak, like "enough said" (that's enough!),

I guess I'll only be damned if I peace,

A curse that I've woken up and a blessing from if I cease,



The constant reminisce of around the '17, I can't sleep,

Miss my baby, hope she better than me, I can't sleep,

Should be prayin' that my parents don't leave, I can't sleep,

With too many thoughts, it feels like a dream, if I sleep,



Peacefully, or at least better than last night,

Problem's with that lies, the nuisance of past life,

With all these possibilities for this night,

Doesn't It End with my life? I could be mourning the night, (who knows?)



I can't see, just breathe, yeah

I can't sleep, just breathe, yeah,

I'm too deep, just breathe, yeah,

I can't sleep, just breathe, yeah,

...

...oh, why, don't you breathe?

...

Yeah...

Consciousness too protected, usually disconnected,

Understand no perspective, wishing I was restin',

I could be happily eager to never get your message,

Or get lost in anticipation?



Pacifist conversation? I can't speak, or really talk about it,

I'll refrain from a reminder if it means I'm keeping quiet,

I promise, it ain't a problem I ain't handle(,) yet,

How you expect me to praisin' joy when I haven't been?



Midnight, balancing off the window ledge, living on the edge,

Leap of faith reflect my deepest regrets,

And every road will lead to death but we stay trippin' in a shortcut,

Drown in that ocean, down under no one,


Lounging in the sea of the thoughts of more robust,

And float more of a lotus,

Most of y'all too selfish to notice the true nature who you blame it on,

Won't we remember it all? But, Don't Let It End, Carry On...

Carry On... yeah,

Carry On... yeah,

Carry On... yeah,

Don't Let It End, Carry On... yeah,

...

(What are you doing this late?)

I can't sleep...