-Why did you ever pretend that you loved me?
-i do love you!
-you're a liar. You say that because you want to feel like a good man.

This is not only about Nick, this is about June as well. It is what she's doing with Luke. She just wants to be a good wife and she is feeling guilty she cheated on him while he waited for her. She also tries to make up for the fact she couldn't save Hannah and she might be lonely that's why she is holding on to him so desperately.

But you can tell by their scenes she doesn't love him the way she loves Nick. Frankly it was soooo easy for me as a vidder to prove my point.
because there're literally so many scenes with Luke where she's either uncomfortable, or distant or simply doesn't want him! Just look! You just wouldn't be able to find such things with Nick. That speaks really loud about her true feelings.

"They even don't see each other in the last episode and they're so in love they can't think about anything else". I love how they mirrored "i'm nothing" with "tell him i'm okay"! it was so beautiful! her thinking about him every minute knowing he would be worried as hell. in spite of thinking he had moved on!!!
It really is heartbreaking she doesn't know what he did for her.

oh and something i want to add. They are so sincere with each other but haven't even openly discussed they want to be together. it is because June hasn't realized this yet? what do you think?

This season was so poor with #osblaine content goddamn it, despite Bruce saying it's their most romantic season, nope, we have eyes. and we've been robbed!!!! that's just a fact. but thanks anyway, the scenes were gorgeous!
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