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I’m allergic to people.

Ah! I’m finally doing a Kairiki Bear song and I’m sure people are wondering why I’m not doing Failure Girl or one of their more popular songs. Well you see, it’s simple. This one is an embodiment of my soul. Like if my soul had a baby and it was a song, it would be this one. I’m sure most of you know that I struggle with social anxiety big time and have many stories of me nearly hyperventilating in high school at the thought of people looking at me in passing, seeing every embarrassing detail. Obviously, I didn’t have many friends much less date anyone by the end of high school but that’s another funny story. Hitosama Allergy/People Allergy conveys those feelings in a way that I think a lot of people can relate to wether or not you experienced a full on anxiety attack. Much like an allergic reaction or an asthma attack, your body overreacts in painful ways when encountering other people that make daily life for some unbearable. It’s a great analogy in my opinion and a great song. (Only wish I could’ve made the lyrics more exact to the translations!)

PS. sorry for no song last week, if you were following my twitter then you saw that my flight got delayed and i had way way too much work that week ; ~ ;


ORIGINAL CREDITS:
✦ Music/Lyrics: kairiki bear
✦ Illustration: Nou
✦ Original:    • 【公式】 ヒトサマアレルギー／かいりきベア feat.flower  

COVER CREDITS:
✦ Vocals/Mix/Lyrics: Juby
✦ Translation Ref: Hazuki no Yume


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--------LYRICS————

Ah ah ah ah ah ah



I’m hurting and hurting and hurting

Stabbing me and burning, enduring, enduring

I’m seeing and seeing and seeing

Nothing, disappearing to bleary and bleeding

Right out of view



Nobody, nobody, nobody

Worthy of believing, nobody for nothing

Then over and over and over

Tragedies hang lower and slower, the horror

Closer they drew



Fear of humanity, living in hiding

A friend but only in name

We were never the same

Another thorn in my way

I do-do-do-don’t need



N-n-n-now I can see you lied

Laughing at me nearly every time

Welling my eyes with a sudden pain

Staining my brain, will it ever change?

N-n-n-now I can see my heart

Broken again, pick up every part

But now I know it’ll never end

Someone will come tear me down again



Somebody, somebody, somebody

Worthy of relying, I’m trying and crying

I’m needing and needing and needing

Any kind of leading, brain feeding, and thinking

Closer it drew



Hating humanity, but in reality

The thing I hate even more

Coward I can’t ignore

Deep in me, I’m sure

I hate! Really hate!



N-n-n-now I can see you lied

Tying my heart so it couldn’t fight

Welling my eyes with a sudden pain

Staining my brain, it’ll never change

N-n-n-now I can see my heart

Fully inflamed, hide it safe and apart

Tell me, how can I see the end?

An easy way to live free again?



Holding a noose round my tightened neck

Closing my eyes, run away, forget

Waiting for help on an SOS

It never came so it may be dead



N-n-n-now I that see you lied

I live in fear, burning up inside

Scratching at hives and the wounds that I got

And now I found that I couldn’t stop

N-n-n-now I can see my heart

Red and inflamed, hidden safe, apart

Tell me, how can I do that again?

An easy way to be finally dead?



I guess you can't make the hurting end