Hello,

I debated coming back to Youtube after what has currently happened to my family and I.... but I realized my sister would not want us to be miserable (because that's how we are without her) for the rest of our lives. I am not doing well, but perhaps sharing what I am going through online can help someone else not feel so alone, and maybe even help me cope along the way. Because even though you may have a support system, you will still feel empty and alone when navigating grief and the loss of a loved one.
I am a very private person and have debated what I should and shouldn't share, but the tragic loss of my Jacky has restarted and reset my entire world and my life. I feel like I am starting over every single day and it's been hard, hopefully making videos will bring back some normality that I desperately need.

Again, thank you for sticking around if you did and if you're new, thank you for wanting to. I don't know where this channel is headed, but I want to continue making videos because it allows me to be creative. Anyway, until next time.