(the details in this will be minor because this is very personal and not something i really want to share on the internet but you honestly deserve an explanation)

why? you ask.
well, it’s legitimate this time.
if you don’t remember, maybe a month ago, i posted a very sad/depressing quote, and i just kind of brushed it off. i said something like, “oh i was having a mental breakdown,” or something like that.

the real meaning behind it was saying goodbye to a friend. she had attempted suicide that night and most likely wasn’t going to make it.

she fortunately ended up surviving, and had been under a very watchful eye to help her recover and all that.

nothing got better.

she ended up trying again.

and this time it worked.

she is gone.

and because of that, i have a lot of recovering, if you’d say, to do.

i feel sick to my stomach talking about this so i’m gonna go now.

goodbye

gianna

fun fact: my real name is gianna