TW: depressed, suicidal thoughts.

about 3am: my heart is beating so fast it feels like it's about to burst, the hands are shaking and i feel like I'm gonna throw up. my mental health is so fucked up.

i promised myself once that i wouldn't finish any of my unfinished sad projects (and it would mean that i'm doing pretty fine). but i'm not.

this video is the most random thing but i needed to finish it otherwise, i would explode bc of my feelings.

TO ANYONE WHO CAN RELATE: you are not alone and i wish i could help you somehow. this video doesn't mean that there is no way to get out of this feeling. remember that there's always a rainbow after the rain, it's just me who keeps forgetting to look out of the window searching for it.