movie: Spencer (2021)

It's a beautiful film!



song: in this shirt by the irrepressibles



I watched Spencer. I have to say that I was surprised to see Kristen Stewart actually acting.
These last months, because of sleep deprivation added to a lot of other things related to my personal life, I cracked and I have struggled with some mental health issues. Because of my recent and new experiences I connected to Diana's story in this movie very easily.
The film is so wonderful first of all. The director has an amazing sensibility and with his talent he can recreate visually profound emotions and feelings. I felt trapped with Diana in that house for almost 2 hours, I felt the suffocating atmosphere and I was tired of being watched and told what to do. When she ran I felt the joy of liberation. The portray of Diana's relationship with her sons was so pure and natural, the game in the night made me very emotional.
One thing I have to say though. The ending... I think it was too superficial for how deep and sad the movie was till that point. I mean... after 2 hours of struggling with Diana on her emotional journey I cannot smile so quick and feel the song that was playing in the car.

Anyway, I love this movie more than I thought I would. I recommend watching it if you feel like a sad movie is what you need :)

/// LYRICS ///


[Verse]
I am lost in a rainbow
Now our rainbow is gone
Overcast by your shadow
As our worlds move on
In this shirt, I can be you
To be near you for a while
In this shirt, I can be you
To be near you for a while
There's a crane knocking down
All these things that we were
I awake in the night
To hear the engines purr
There's a pain, it does ripple
Through my frame, makes me lame
There's a thorn in my side
It's the shame, it's the pride
Of you and me, ever changing
Moving on now, moving fast
And this touch must be wanted
Must become through your ask
But I need Jake to tell you
That I love you, it never rests
And I've bled everyday now
For a year, for a year
I did send you a note
On the wind for to read
Our names, there together
Must've fallen like a seed
To the depths of the soil
Buried deep in the ground
On the wind, I can hear you
Call my name, held the sounds
I am lost, I am lost


[Outro]
In a rainbow
Now our rainbow is gone
I am lost in a rainbow
Now our rainbow is gone
I am lost, I am lost
I am lost, I am lost
I am lost


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